On our recent conversations trip in Ukraine, we were joined by Caleb Zigas and Rueben Nilsson. Both have been good enough to share their reflections on that trip, those conversations, and that food. Here, Caleb shares his thoughts on those first days in Kyiv.
I know, probably like most Americans, very little about
Ukraine outside of Gogol Bordello (a great live show), Jonathan Safran Foer’s
Everything Is Illuminated (with a Gogol Bordello connection no less) and, of
course, the most cursory of details about Chernobyl, famine, Stalin, World War
II, oligarchs, Shaktar Donetsk’s UEFA Cups Championship and that the lead on
the Google search of the country is marriage opportunities for Westerners. This
is to say, in what is probably a longer way than necessary, that when I was asked
to join the Pickle Project I really had no idea what I was getting myself into.
Linda and Sarah found me to be a part of this project
through a Ukrainian immigrant who had heard about the work that we do at
La Cocina. I believe in La Cocina because I believe that
everyone deserves an opportunity to make a living doing something that they
love to do. Furthermore, and I can never quite articulate this well enough so
you’re either going to have to simply try to believe me or join me for dinner
some time, I believe that food, more than anything else, can be a tool with
which to be the same as anyone in the world. That to sit down to a meal and to
open yourself to that which someone else offers is a rare moment of pure and
total equality. So the idea behind the Pickle Project, conversations about
culture and food, immediately appealed to me. As did, if I’m to be totally
honest, the ability to go some place new, and to learn.
Conversation, in a controlled situation, is something of a
funny thing. One (and by one I mean not simply the universal but also the
personal) feels compelled to say perhaps grander things than one otherwise
would and, in that grandiosity, as a result perhaps obscures the grander
truths. And so the intentional conversations of the Pickle Project do not stand
alone as experience but are rather coupled with the people, the train rides and
the meals that were shared to give the picture that I now hold. As myopic, myriad
and incorrect as that may be.
I boarded a plane from Paris to Kiev directly behind two
women with Celine bags, significant amounts of jewelry and really lovely blond
hair. I got off the plane in Kyiv and realized, immediately, that a) Cyrillic
is nothing like English and b) that I should probably have learned more about
Ukraine (don’t say the Ukraine, I was
told, so I know that at least) before I arrived. Like how to say please and
thank you.
Kyiv conformed almost too neatly to my vision of post-Soviet
Europe with wide avenues, block-style apartments with unimpressive facades,
large statues in picturesque squares and the contradiction of old women selling
small collections of varied sundry items on sidewalks with the Jaguars,
Bentleys and designer clothes of the cosmopolitan set. So, I think it made sense that my first
culinary experience be a hot dog wrapped, essentially, in funnel cake and
served with no toppings in a plastic on street corner. Because this, at least,
I did not understand, though it does provide further proof of Bourdain’s theory
of encased-meat universality. And it was delicious.
Immediately, and despite our world’s best efforts at
standardized globalization, one begins to know that one has arrived in a
different place. Without spending too much time defining the notion of
difference let us simply acknowledge the political (post-Soviet state, Orange
Revolution, Tymoschenko recently jailed), physical (aforementioned apartments,
average heel height of 4 inches) and cultural (language, Bulgakov, soccer)
discrepancies, and accept those as fact if not generalization. And go from
there.
My Kyiv, and in fact my Ukraine, begins with those
apartments, opens into a cosmopolitan downtown, curves to the open-air and
established markets (more soon on this!), dips into modern art galleries that
feel a little unexpected and neatly lives in places like the Bulgakov Museum,
where we had our first conversation. I hope to get to the conversations soon,
but wanted to begin with, well, the beginning, because every writer knows the
middles is the hardest and as I write this from a plane I already know the end.
The first market I visited in Kyiv looked, well, just like I
expected a market to look like. Tiled blocks from which older women cut pieces
of unrefrigerated primal cuts into domestic cuts, rows of vegetables all of
which looked great and the majority of which could certainly not have grown in
a Ukraine as cold as the one I was experiencing, counters full of pickles where
sampling was not only allowed but also encouraged and a back corner full of
dried fruits and nuts from all over. Our second market, much the same, opened
onto a larger marketplace for clothes and assorted household items as well as
hot and prepared foods like the tandoori-style lavosh breads and grilled meats.
But the real marketplace, the one that captures the imagination, happens
informally in the streets where an older generation hawks dried mushrooms,
random herbs and berries, 3—5 vegetables and even live crawfish all of dubious origin
but with the romanticism of the country come to the city. Not being able to
have the conversations, and unable to test the statements even if I could, I
will take the romantic long-view and believe in provenance.
But meanwhile, a city is growing. In a place that is home to
over 3 million people and a prominent (if very small) very upper class, demand
appears to be shifting, if ever so
slightly. There are fast casual concepts everywhere, an organic marketplace one
weekend, restaurants and an abundance, truly, of sushi. Again, provenance is
perhaps questionable and, again, I did no investigation and prefer to believe
in the best intentions of humanity despite strong evidence otherwise in most
cases.
All of this, I think, to say that arriving in Ukraine means
both the new and the old, the known and the unknown, the market and the
supermarket, the home and the restaurant and all of those other things that
make our current global moment so, well, global. But what about that food?